Fagha

Yesterday and today i am weak and sick . Not just yesterday and today since the ends of examination and the whole holiday i am really weak and sick . Every night falling my tears non-stop for an hour . And keep wondering what gonna happen next . I always hoped tomorrow is the best day but its not . More tears fell and i am not smiling like always . Laughing outside but not inside . Every night i need someone support . I want somebody inspire me . Yeah , with that InsyaAllah i will be more happy . But my heart still hurt and broke . And i don't have any idea why . People don't understand me and also i don't understand me . I try to love myself . But i have someone else that i love more than my life . I will do anything for him . And kadang kadang doa dekat Tuhan " kalau nak amik nyawa , amik la nyawa aku dulu , jangan lah dia :') Dia segala-galanye untuk aku . Tanpa dia aku tak boleh teruskan perjalanan hidup aku . Jadi kau amik la nyawa aku dulu sebelum dia . " You are means a lot to me and ingat sebelum saya dah tak ade dalam dunia ni saya nak satu permintaan je , PLEASE LOVE ME TILL I DIED :')

much love , YOUR GIRLFRIEND

#i'm crying .